Bob Dylan is easy listening for your blues.

It seems that everyone is having a tough time lately. Whether it is stress, the melancholy time of a break up, a complete and utter emotional break down, or even just having a down feeling- we're all suffering. And since we have this in common, I think it's all of our jobs to try to make each other feel better, therefore feeling better ourselves. I know I need this. I miss my friends, I miss being comfortable with my surroundings, and I miss being myself- oh yes. Everything is throwing itself at me and I'm not enjoying it, quite honestly! But I know that something horrible might be happening to you, too. And I want to be strong for you. I want us to be strong for each other, morely. I just want you to know that I am here to listen and I am here to talk. I care for you.

This is really hard for me to get out. I have so many things to say, but I feel like I'm repeating myself and I'm not satisfied with what I'm saying. So I'm gonna talk about myself a little more, because I knoooww I need it. So the whole switching schools thingy has been fine. I've been doing good with re-acquainting(Did I spell this right?)myself and all that jazz. But immersing myself in activities so early in the game I feel is a mistake. Or not a mistake, just tougher than what I was bargaining for. I'm not being myself at all, and it's the most annoying thing possible, JUST EVEN KNOWING ME. I'm such an eccentric person that I feel that being as quiet as I've been is unhealthy! And I know what advice you're going to give me. And I agree with that advice. "It will take time, then everything will go back to normal." I know this will happen some day(hopefully), I'm just complaining a bit throughout it. It's awful being so far out of your comfort zone and pretending to be comfortable. And then little obstacles come in front of you on TOP of everything you have, that can be potentially excruciating if you don't handle them correctly.

I have to remind myself to take everything that comes day by day. Not think of everything as a long term affair, but little short term missions. Maybe even try to get a little fun out of this horrible ordeal. Flow with the go. I have to remind myself that. And I have to remind you that.